His Elder: A Latter-day SaintMormon Forbidden MM Romance by C.G. Macington

Author:C.G. Macington [Macington, C.G.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Rivera Publishing
Published: 2025-12-19T00:00:00+00:00

We left for our morning study at the chapel at 7:30 a.m., exactly on time. I walked three paces ahead of Eli the entire way, my scriptures clutched to my chest like a shield. The streets of Barcelona were still quiet, the early morning light soft and golden, but I didn't see any of it. I saw only the list of rules I had broken.

Missionaries are to be together with their assigned companion 24 hours a day.

We'd been together. That was the problem.

Avoid being alone with members of the opposite sex.

I'd been alone with a man. Did that make it better or worse?

Do not participate in activities that arouse sexual feelings.

A laugh bubbled up in my throat, bitter and hysterical. I choked it down.

At the chapel, I unlocked the door to the small classroom we sometimes used for companionship study and sat down at the table. Eli sat across from me, pulling out his own scriptures. I opened Preach My Gospel to chapter two, "How Do I Study Effectively and Prepare to Teach?" The irony wasn't lost on me. How could I teach anyone about purity, about the plan of salvation, about eternal families, when I was an abomination?

"We're studying the Law of Chastity today," I said, my voice mechanical.

Eli's head snapped up. "You're joking, right?"

"Chapter six. How Do I Develop Christlike Attributes? Section on virtue." I flipped to the page, my fingers precise. "We need to understand it better. To teach it better."

"Samuel—"

"Elder Price."

His eyes flashed. "This is insane. You're punishing yourself."

"I'm preparing to teach." I kept my gaze on the page, my voice flat. "We have a lesson with the Morenos tomorrow. Sister Moreno asked about the temple last time. We need to be ready to discuss worthiness."

"Worthiness." Eli's voice dripped with contempt. "You mean we need to tell her that people like us are unworthy."

"We are unworthy."

The words hung in the air between us, heavy and final. Eli stared at me, his expression shifting from anger to something else. Something that looked like pity. It made my skin crawl.

"No," he said quietly. "You're unworthy because you think God made a mistake when He made you. I'm just fine with being who I am."

I looked up at him then, my vision tunnelling. "You're fine? You broke the Law of Chastity. You defiled your body and mine. You led me into sin, and you're fine?"

"I didn't lead you anywhere. You came with me willingly, and it wasn't the first time I broke the law, and it most certainly won't be the last."

"I was weak."

"You were human."

"I was damned." My voice rose, echoing off the walls of the small room. I stood, my chair scraping back, my hands braced on the table. "Do you understand what I've done? What we've done? I can't take the sacrament. I can't pray. I can't even stand in front of an investigator and tell them the gospel is true, because I am a liar. I am unclean. I am—"

"Would you stop it already?" Eli stood too, his voice hard.

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